I have been watching a chinese interview for an hour.
I understand nothing in the interview, but the interview locked my eyes for an hour. there must be something......

I'm very sick now..

i hope i can win the battle with the virus or bacteria or whatever that are all over my body now.

I didn't go to work today because I'm very very sick, but i'm in the conferrence call now. how can i be in the call, i can't even move. I have been in the bed since last evening.

Things that keep us together..

Rate cut 0.75% today. This is what he texted to me this morning.
Heath Ledger was found dead. This is the subject of the email I sent to him this afternoon.

I spent the whole weekend watching Dung Duang Ha lur Tai. I named all actors/actresses in this latest remake, he knows noone.
He spent his weekend reading gizmodo and.... He named a few cool things which i never find them interesting.

I guess differences keep us together.

another useless week of trying to be perfect.

- read a useful book before going to bed. (can only force myself to read 4 nites)
- park my car away from my apartment so that I get a chance to walk about 3 mins in the morning. (I can do this everyday, I feel a bit better, i appreciate all the beautiful scene on my path.)
- go to bed before 1 am. (I cant do this, i went to bed after 2 the whole week)
- come to work before 10. (10:35 was the best I can do)
- drink green tea everyday. (thumb up, because the tea lady calls me everyday around 3:30pm for a tea time)
- wok productively (i don't know i cannot judge this. but i feel so sad on Friday when i learnt that there are so many new things fall into my plate. )
- live in the moment...I think i can do it quite well.
- exercise (don't even mention it)

This afternoon, I wanted to have a glass of wine so badly. I got good ones left from the new year trip. Then i think i don't want to feel even sucker to sip wine alone.

Ok this is my real new year's resolution..

"Living in the moment"

I'm blogging now, so I'm thinking about blogging. I won't think about a build break caused by my changelist that I did over the weekend. I won't think about a meeting tomorrow. I won't think about the performance review. I won't think about what to read/do tomorrow.

I'm blogging now, i enjoy blogging. I have been blogging for more than 3 years, both at xanga and blogspot. I enjoy writing useless information for my reader. I feel good when some of my friends (or even someone i don't know) comment my blog. There are many times that I think i would blog about it. Although at the end of the day I'm too lazy or i don't have time to blog, i'm happy with that feeling, the "ohh! this is a good story for my blog" feeling.

I'm a real multitasker.
I usually must have more than 3 tasks on my plate. My manager even knows about this, when he knows that i have only 2 things to do, he will give me another thing to make sure that if i get bored with those 2 tasks, i can work on the 3rd one.

I usually cook, wash dishes and clean kitchen at the same time. I cannot just drive, I save all the phone calls i need to make to do when driving. I do all customer service calls (comcast, creditcard, bank, membership subscription/cacellation) when driving. I call my parents in Thailand more than once a week, but I usually call them when I do the laundry, wash dishes or driving. I do not get a chance to appreciate talking to them.

Even just now, i forgot my new year's resolution, i checked the unittest results and read news.

I will try to stop multitasking.

I will live in the moment.

I will live as much as I can in the moment, thinking abut what i'm doing now, not worrying about the mistakes i did yesterday or the headaches that await tomorrow.

I will appreciate every moment of life. every steps I walk, every sips, every bites, every.... I will appreciate every dollars I make (i just bought sweaters online, they are super cute..).

HaPPy nEW YeaR 2008

well....

all the best ...

Here's my new year resolution...

for myself..
1.
2.

for work..
1.
2.

for friends and family..
1.
2.

for the world..
1.
2.

I will fill in the list soon since i don't have one yet.. what a blank lisa! just keep doing the best i can for everything..and staying young..